format

this playlist of posts is now set to shuffle.
i save the entries to my hard drive as i write them, and i post them when i feel it appropriate -- not necessarily in the order they were written.

the result, dear reader, is intended to entertain and confuse you.

get fucked.

i mean, thank you.

10.24.2007

homesick

Tonite I'm spending my first night in my new apartment. Overall I'd say the experience is depressing, but already as I lay in bed typing this into my phone, I'm getting clarity enough to see that in time the sadness will wear off and it will get easier.

That having been said, the homesick part of me still isn't ready to move on without acknowledging these feelings. Its not enough that I miss my charming modern apartment for all its details that I grew accustomed to for 3 years; because its this setting and these feelings that remind me of all the other times growing up when I had to leave home behind and start over.

Its getting to be too much to dwell on right now, so I'm going to have to go back to the healing frame of mind where I look forward to what good things are ahead.

Someday I hope to be able to deal with loss more positively and optimistically without becoming callous or losing appreciation for good things gone by.